I am so excited!! My sister is coming to see me :) She is so funny.....the will arrive on "Cure Day" (Thursday) so she wants me to wait to do my treatments until she gets here so she can give it to me! I told her she was crazy! I think she just wants to stick a needle in me to get back at me for some things I did to her as a very small child. :)
She is not the only one who has asked me this......here's how I feel about it....
When someone other than myself gives me the treatments, I feel like a patient.....like I need someone else to take care of me - treat me....
When I do it myself, I feel more in control of my future.....I feel like I am in control of my disease. It helps me to stay positive and keeps me having a good outlook - I need as much of that as I can get! A bit of the depression is starting to set in.....the good thing about that is the fact that I can see it and am very aware of the consequences that come along with that. I am doing everything I can to stay positive and my sister coming to visit me is the perfect medicine and this point!
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