Time flies!

Wow!! Hard to believe it's the 22nd already! Where has the time gone? Lately I have really been looking for distractions EVERYWHERE! I have really been diving into my work and research in my field just so as not to think much about treatment and the "alerts" on my lab reports. Trying to keep that "mind over matter" in check!
The roller coaster ride has definitely got me dizzy! White blood cells up....white blood cells down....white blood cells up....white blood cells down. Treatment reduced to half....treatment back to full....treatment reduced.....treatment back up to full. Side effects reduced....side effects debilitating....and so on.
I have had a few really good days in the past few weeks...my niece, her husband and their baby came to see me on their journey across the US. It was wonderful to meet my grand niece and to see my niece mature into such a good woman, wife and mother. I am so proud of her! Just goes to show ya, there is so much to grateful for.
Yesterday was a really good day too! I felt really good - I even fixed my hair and put make-up on :) Usually I feel like...."what's the point? I feel like crap anyway" Yesterday was different - not sure why, but I am so glad it was. Goes to show ya what a difference 1 day can make!