A better day

Today is a better day physically, but emotionally I am still angry. I try to so hard to find the good in things and keep my faith strong.....but sometimes it is such a struggle. MANY times it is a struggle! Day by day......it's all I got. I know I am on the downhill slide, with only 16 weeks left but all I think about is that is 16 MORE weeks of pain, fatigue, hair loss, fevers, chills, hot spells, nausea, bone pain, confusion, memory problems, fatigue, and more fatigue! I know what I should be thinking is ONLY 16 more weeks! Then there will be no more of the side effects of treatment OR Hep C!!! I can finally live my life without that ball & chain! FREE of this virus! Unfortunately it's not that easy.........I try hard to make it look easy, I try hard to be strong, I try hard to be a support system for others in the same position. But the truth is....sometimes I feel so alone.