LONG weekend..........................

This past weekend has really got me grasping for faith.............my head started to get cloudy - I am not able to carry on a conversation without trying to find the words to say what I want to say......I was also having some pressure in my chest so my doctor sent me to the ER.  My heart checked out good and the ER doctor seems to think the treatment is becoming too much. The scariest thing though was when they returned with my CT scan results.  I have had little nodules in my lung for about two years - they never grew or changed in any way (I get rechecks every 6 months) well they have now decided to grow and change in shape, and my lymph nodes have some rare changes happening.  They are referring me to an oncologist for further evaluation.  I swear if it's not one thing it is definitely another!   I am trying to stay positive and keep telling myself it will be ok...listening to the song posted in an earlier post.  But the truth is I AM SO TIRED OF BEING TIRED AND SO SICK OF BEING SICK!